What Do You Do
when you love someone, and you know that person loves you, however, you can no longer deny that the person has lost all affection for you? You can’t help but see that you get on the person’s nerves. Even worse, you can tell the person feels guilty for the fact that they no longer enjoy you, and they remain in contact out of a sense of obligation.
What do you do when this keeps happening in your relationships through your life? What do you do when you can’t help but see the burden you are to the people you love?
What do you do when you want to end it, but you realize that is the only way you could hurt the people who love you and burden them more than you already have?
(I posted this before, chickened out & deleted…but it’s my blog & not all my thoughts are happy.)
Happiness is having the best daughters in the whole world, @mitchellez & @rjmadonna! ❤ Happiness is having them celebrate my birthday in a video chat with Mama and Joshua. ☺ Happiness is having them make a shirt with my face & wear it at the same time to prove they are getting along. 😂😂😂 And they are 23 years old! ❤ Happiness is this kind of love that I can’t even describe how it fills my heart with warmth and happy tears. Happiness is that I get to be your Papa. ❤❤❤
is a dear friend, and she needs our help. Help her see that there is hope for recovery and that she is worthy of our love and help.
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Dear g++d people of google + , friends!
I am writing this post to help a very dear friend here on G+.
I know since the beta of this platform, as many of you out there know her as well. She is one of the nicest person i met here, and she needs your help.
To make the long story short, Mara had a small ‘accident’ last year, she fell on her nose and went under surgery in her country. As it turned out later, the surgery was useless and damaged her nose to the point where she can barely breathe anymore.
She is in a bad shape today, due to the lack of sleep and losing hope that she can ever get fixed this.
She spent a lot of time and money on consulting every specialist in Italy, whom were not able to help her, and on top of it are rude or simply just cancel an appointment without even telling her.
While they all admit that the infamous surgery was totally useless and created a huge mess, none of the specialists are ready to stand up and state it on court.
The situation became absurd for her by now, the constant consulting of different specialists makes her bump all the money she earns into it.
And to make it worse burglars broke in her appartment and robbed her recently.
I offered her my help in consulting a specialist in France. Yesterday i finally could get a hold of the secretary of one of the best Professor around here.
Mara has to get to France and pay the fees of consulting in May.
I offer her shelter of course, and will go with her to the appointment.
Over the years we raised money for different causes, we helped out people to pay rent, pay medical fees, or simply be able to get food or internet connection until they get a job.
Mara deserves help, so please, whatever small amount of money you can donate her for this trip, or simply reshare this post, it will be appreciated.
You can send your donation to her paypal adress directly : firstname.lastname@example.org
In exchange you will get a LOT of love from me! And COFFEE of course :)
and all other g++d people worldwide , please give this a SHARE and get some help for Mara :)
A HUUUUUUGE thank you in advance for all the love you will show !
I have been struggling for so long with the idea of being a burden. Why can I see this being the truth for others but not for me?
Fact is that I’m in a bad stretch, the worst since 2008. I’ve had some scary moments, but I believe I’ll get through this just like I got through that. The uncertainty is who will still be around when that happens. Last time damaged most of my relationships, and to lose some now…I’m already short on friends as it is. I’m thinking it may be best to continue to lay low until this passes.
So yeah, I just said that I need to avoid interaction right now when I’m hurting & need to lean on my friends more than ever. The Irony is not unnoticed.
I want to cry out for help, but who wants to hear it? I want to beg for reassurance. But even if it comes, will I believe it? I want to ask people if they love me, if they are mad at me, if I’m a burden…but I know questions like these only push people away. I want to say just how much I hurt, but it would upset the few who care & be ignored by the rest. I want to stop the pain in my head, heart & soul, but it grows. I want to cut, but I can’t try to hide the scars or tell little lies to explain them away. I want to end it, but I know that it would leave a legacy of pain for those who love me.
So I wait just a little longer.
Just a little longer.
Make sure you tell the people you love that you love them. Loudly and often. You never know when it might be too late.